Found my self again

Go away

 Slay other's dreams, and drink from their dismay 

No, not today, 

I won’t be thinking of you like yesterday

When searching for a reason, was my only path and way 

Searching wistfully for a reason and a pray

No, I won’t be sorrowed or sullen that you went away

I won’t be pained or hurt, not anymore, anyway

I won’t be haunted by memories, 

thoughts, 

and

 a hope of us,

 someday...

I won’t blame myself and taunt it again and again

Today,

 I am a new me, I am a changed girl in so many ways

I am starting to see the lights at the end of my tunnel; and am happy to say

I don’t care about a “happily ever after” ending or a delusional closure for me to keep sane

I am content, 

blissful with myself and hopeful not wary, anymore, in dismay

And yes, I found my reason I found myself again.

Nevertheless, I hope you do the same one day